This will be my last poem

This will be my last rhyme

Although I think I said that last time

No one reads them anyways

It's not like it matters anyways

What have I not said about you yet?

I try to write down my feelings

So they won't come back with threats

But there's always more words to say

I feel stupid for remembering times with you

For even spending time thinking about them

I know you'd think me crazy if

I ever showed you what I remember

I remember that day so long ago

Out at the playground on a night like this one

Glistening through the trees the white stars shown

A shared kiss and a heart bursting full 

I bet you don't remember that

I bet you don't care to think of things like that

To be honest

I don't know why I ever think of it

I see you now and you think of me a stranger

And I truly don't know why

You once knew me better than the sky

I see you know and wonder

If I should forget my most hero shed memories

But I don't think I could stop my mind from humming those symphonies

I pass by you and but you never see

All I think is that you used to smile for me

I should probably get some sleep

Or quit thinking so deep

But I can't and I don't know why

I've tried and tried and I try

I often question why this weeK

God gave so much pain to me so weak

When I woke in the night

With aching pain from the Devils delight

Al I thought of was you

I know that a broken arm goes numb

When I held hands with you

You couldn't take my pain away

But i surely forgot it was there

It hurt so bad this time around

Because al I had to look at was the ground

Had I you here with me

All pain bearable would be