When it's all said and done
Will you still be my sun?
I want Every hour starting yesterday
Please, tell me what you'll say.
There's two things I can promise you
Two things I know to be true
The first you know and will love to hear
The second is simply nothing but fear.
My first promise sounds like this:
You're the one I want to miss
I'll put you above all the rest
I promise to give you my very best.
The second promise here it goes:
Pain will have its greatest show.
If we agree to put us at the first
I can promise you there will be hurt.
I'll call you each and every night
Voicemails will be a familiar sight
But voices only carry so far
Faces fade in the dark
You can come and visit me
So many adventures and things to see
But each Sunday afternoon
A goodbye will come too soon
I'll drive home to visit you
Old adventures will now feel new
We'll kiss like our first to the end of the day
But will that keep me from crying as I drive away?
No ones ever depressed at the beach
Kites and sun and sand on my feet
Will my mind be there with me?
Or will you be all i see?
Basketball, friends and senior year
You're gonna graduate with a cheer
Can you sleep with a closed door
When my shirts don't smell like me anymore?
Do you want me on every bad day?
Those days when we have nothing to say?
Will you want me when you're sick of missing me?
When giving ups the only option you see?
I dream of you in the crowd cheering
As Crossfit events I've been fearing
I want to compete with you by my side
Sweaty kisses full hearts and smiles high
It's gonna be a mental game
When everyone tells you you're insane
For staying with a guy so far away
Will you be mine on that day?
Hey it's only three hours time
Not so far with excitement in mind
But it's a long three hours back
When you're going through a heart attack
You need to get sleep for tomorrow
But when I'm having a day of sorry
Will you stay up late
To accompany me on a cell phone date?
There's a lot of guys running around
And you are a lovely clown
When they see you all alone
Will I still be your one?
I want Christmas with you
And Easter too
Thanksgiving and New Years
And movies that bring us to tears
Maybe we'll have some kids
Fight sometimes when we flip our lids
Play the lava game- I dare ya
Visit Corey in Bulgaria
I want to be poor in Colorado
With you and some avacado
A tiny house that freezes in winter
Switching turns praying at dinner
One thing I can't promise is that we won't change
That our lives may never be rearranged
But I see us goingn to sky
And that, to me, is at least worth a try.