Birthday cake ice cream

I find myself Another year older

And my dear is gone

And the bed is much colder

Summer solstice was no fun

I'll love her, I'll love her  with all my heart

As the sun burns through the clouds

 And The sky falls apart 

As the apocalypse runs loud

And even children have their doubts

When no cars can start and no airplanes fly

She'll be my darling till her face lights up the sky

Her eyes will bright green glow

Long after my white hair falls to the snow

As I Shiver in the cold of a world without a light

My girl will be warm, her heart at fire at night

She is the moon collecting light from the  sun

Just to be right there when I'm done

With life anger and pride

Done with myself and ready to die

When the music won't play,

Or maybe I can't hear it

She'll sing to me each day

As under the tree we sit

There isn't much in this world I look forward to,

But any dream of her is my favorite view

Like the sun stood still for just a tad too long and made the crescent moon light up the sky the next night

A star a thousand light years away sped up just a tad to make it in time to see

The waves were pushing each other out of the way to squeeze into the bay

All of the clouds so puffed up with joy filled the sky with a cotton ball shite tint 

Yet the bear down below in the canopy of trees

Couldn't see anything through the leaves

Th bear's bicycle had a flat tire

And he was hungry for berries in winter

He knows only grow in the summer

Lost, so lost, yet always running into the bars of the cage

And the cables that hold

Life before falling to death, maybe one last change of mind

Or some otters down below

A Broken back at 70 miles an hour 

All for a life born too sour

The decisions already made the first step forward

It was a life of pain that bought the plane ticket

No desire for anything

But release from the sorrow

Tomorrow will be better, tomorrow.

Hopes full of letdowns

But nope none the less

Just a glimmer though the trees

A Knights tale

Rags and riches swell

A head full of hell

On earth is not the place

That's not the face

I want to see

Anymore or be

This person I am

Braids and mud 

Cuts and blood

Dreams of roses

And kisses on noses

A broken lance

But not the slightest chance

That bridge will ever fall

I'm certain I'll see it another day

Yet tomorrow it'll fade away

The brightest of reds

The biggest of debts

I owe to all

A sword fight in a coat

A kite from a boat

Dreaming is not just for some

nightmares for all but none

I'll take a trip

Make a day of it

A knights tale on the plane

A lifetime to forget and to waste

Forget

"It's been a while, Raven.

I see you've been doing well.

You fly towards the heavens 

Without a glance towards hell."

"Remember those scarecrows

And the worries they sow 

Only to reap loss and sadness

And days without gladness.

They forget the sky above

Focusing on the feel of love

Instead you must know you know

And by knowing you shall surely show

Your love to those around

Without your fake smile and your heart to the ground.

"What do you see Raven?"

"I am tired." Said Raven.

"I see raspberries and stop signs

Ladybugs and wine

Apples and traffic lights

Cocacola and brake lights

I see roses and fire

And baloons on a wire

The smell of christmas and cherries

And orchards full of strawberries

The stripes on the flag and the fire truck light

The sun when it goes through the clouds just right

I see the sound of sirens aloud

And roosters crowing proud.

I only think of it in my nightmares

Because it gives me the scares

But maybe these dreams are just fate

Same as the color of the Golden Gate.

Leaving earth

We run all day just to catch up to the night

Telescope can't see things this far out of sight

All I ever wanted and all I ever dreamed

Slipping away with me grabbing at the seems

A few years he says with voice in power

But I don't believe I'll ever see this hour

Of that past I dreamed for the future memory

Just a glare of a reflection remains ever so slightly

I'll take my spaceship around the universe black

Bring home my friends some knick nacks

Who will remember me that's the question

I forgot about you will be the confession

Three days to space is a long time

The stars all around and the earth behind

Forgotten isn't a feeling I'll ever miss

But like a sun in a solar eclipse

I know it's there

Too scared to ask

But who cares

Shadow rememberence mask

I can see your bright future from space

The beautiful freckles on your face,

Yet everyone forgets who they don't see

Unless they are mailed a letter daily

Never home quite enough soon

Wandering on the dark side of the moon

The craters remember, they do

Forever a footprint from my shoe

I'll find a fountain, I promise

I'll make wishes in my pajamas

The shooting stars are much brighter

And moon wishes much lighter.