Sand

I woke up from a dream

Only to find I was still asleep

Do we ever come to reality

Or just fall continuously?

I can't tell if this war is a fight

Or just struggle through the night

If I can make it until morning

Or I should turn back at the warning 

I can't tell if I should fight anymore

Or pray any longer

Or be angry at myself another day

For letting people down

Or at least telling myself I am

I don't know if this is a struggle worth fighting

Or if I'll just go On crawling

Through shards of glass

Just to run Into the other side of the cage

What is real and what is not?

They don't love me

I've let them down

Too Many times

And haven't made

Nearly enough

Rhymes

To scar over

The pain 

Of Yesterday's anger

It's like I'm angry

At anger

For locking Me away

You don't see the outside world

Until you're locked inside yourself 

I think it is a battle that will go on forever,

Stirred by each and every clever

Little word that my mind takes too far

Burns a hole in my heart and leaves a scar to be looked at

From afar

Maybe I'll finally wake up one night

Or maybe this fight has no hope

In any light- at least none that I'll ever see

Hey tomorrow me-

Love that girl through each and every night

I'm too scared to say it

But I'm losing this fight